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featherduster) wrote2024-04-02 11:50 am
featherduster) wrote2024-04-02 11:50 am
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too powerful
[ Oh Angie buddy you're gonna hate this one-- ]
... I would wish for the dark god's heart to soften.
... I would wish for the dark god's heart to soften.
Not... exactly. I think I burnt out lot of my anger about this a long time ago.
[ Tyr only gets a glimpse of the grief behind this statement, but it's a put that tunnels to the very core of him, not remotely healed over. ]
But I did wish I could undo it. Even if being asleep is better and safer for him, and waking him would benefit only me.
[ Tyr only gets a glimpse of the grief behind this statement, but it's a put that tunnels to the very core of him, not remotely healed over. ]
But I did wish I could undo it. Even if being asleep is better and safer for him, and waking him would benefit only me.
[ A little wistfully ]
Thank you.
Every person here that saw him for who he really is... helped in some way. I know it.
Thank you.
Every person here that saw him for who he really is... helped in some way. I know it.
[ HE WILL PERSONALLY FISTFIGHT THE ENTIRE IDOL INDUSTRY IF HE HAS TO ]
Is it... your friend on Rose?
Is it... your friend on Rose?
[ HE DOES HIS WORST!!!
Literally though. His thumb gets clobbered again. ]
--DAMMIT
Literally though. His thumb gets clobbered again. ]
--DAMMIT
[ raises his wings like he wants to SMACK him. wish chaos could have a CHANGE of HEART! as if that would ever-- ]
[ just. stays still. with them like that.
it's....
it is...
it's a magical wish for anything ever to come true, though, isn't it. ]
it's....
it is...
it's a magical wish for anything ever to come true, though, isn't it. ]
[ thinks about laying in the roots of the iifa tree and hearing the words,
no one's useless.
feels something. minuet, you're going to have help him Name That Emotion here, because angel devil is very stupid about feelings. it feels painful and it feels sad and it feels like sand is going through his fingers and that he wishes he'd felt it so, so sooner and that, if he was so lucky, he'd never forget it again. ]
no one's useless.
feels something. minuet, you're going to have help him Name That Emotion here, because angel devil is very stupid about feelings. it feels painful and it feels sad and it feels like sand is going through his fingers and that he wishes he'd felt it so, so sooner and that, if he was so lucky, he'd never forget it again. ]
[ primly, ]
You REALLY think that would work.
[ he doesn't say it like he's asking but he's asking.
begging. ]
You REALLY think that would work.
[ he doesn't say it like he's asking but he's asking.
begging. ]
[ Holy shit.
He's kind of taken aback, but then-- sympathetic to a degree that might make Angie squirm a little. ]
Yes. I do.
[ With a dead 100% certainty that probably underlies a LOT of the insane stuff he says ]
He's kind of taken aback, but then-- sympathetic to a degree that might make Angie squirm a little. ]
Yes. I do.
[ With a dead 100% certainty that probably underlies a LOT of the insane stuff he says ]
[ becomes an orb. he does indeed squirm. how is he NOT going to squirm being under the full force ^/_^ ]
...It could still go wrong. I.. do not know as much about how this works as you shepherds do, so my, personal, concern, is this! If there IS any way to know what the ultimate outcome shall look like, after the granting of one of these wishes! If not-- a wish such as that is merely a gamble, not an assurance!
...It could still go wrong. I.. do not know as much about how this works as you shepherds do, so my, personal, concern, is this! If there IS any way to know what the ultimate outcome shall look like, after the granting of one of these wishes! If not-- a wish such as that is merely a gamble, not an assurance!
It's real. Crois confirmed it himself -- I spoke to him after he was sent home with his wish.
[ 100% CERTAINTY HERE TOO ]
[ 100% CERTAINTY HERE TOO ]
[ coos. perks up. LAPTOP FAN START UP NOISES AS HIS BRAIN EXCITEDLY WHIRRS ]
You've spoke with him-- and he retained a familiarity with-- Did he happen to now recall his NAME? No, hold on, that's a distraction-- but-- if he did-- but if he DIDN'T--
You've spoke with him-- and he retained a familiarity with-- Did he happen to now recall his NAME? No, hold on, that's a distraction-- but-- if he did-- but if he DIDN'T--
Edited 2024-04-06 16:10 (UTC)
[ ..................................... man, ]
I'm going to have to apologize for a rather rough conversation with Levie.
I'm going to have to apologize for a rather rough conversation with Levie.
Ehee. Would you like to try a third time, even though I will have won regardless?
It seems that I have been obvious to more than a few people. How embarrassing.
[He looks a little sheepish, but smiles and nods after a moment.]
But... indeed. Love is such a funny thing, isn't it? You can never really help who will steal your haert.
[He looks a little sheepish, but smiles and nods after a moment.]
But... indeed. Love is such a funny thing, isn't it? You can never really help who will steal your haert.
How likely is--
[ thinks about this question for two fuckin seconds ]
Fair enough.
[ thinks about this question for two fuckin seconds ]
Fair enough.
Of course, I don't HAVE to apologize... in so many WORDS...... I can always just bring him something useful or particularly appetizing and slip in very quickly I've reconsidered my wish...
[his own grief peeks through, still raw. It's times like now when he realizes it's only been two months, and somehow that makes it even worse.
He makes a soft noise of understanding and lets his head tip back again to stare at the sky]
I keep trying to tell myself that it's wrong to feel that way and . . . I can't convince myself anymore.
He makes a soft noise of understanding and lets his head tip back again to stare at the sky]
I keep trying to tell myself that it's wrong to feel that way and . . . I can't convince myself anymore.
[swats at his hand very halfheartedly]
Don't say thank you when I'm just feeling everything I'd feel normally.
Don't say thank you when I'm just feeling everything I'd feel normally.
...Maybe. I wanna ask him myself if I did or not. Feels like all we ever did was butt heads.
He's like that.
I think we've spent most of our time knowing each other at each other's throats, actually. It's a symptom of how much he cares.
I think we've spent most of our time knowing each other at each other's throats, actually. It's a symptom of how much he cares.
I think it's a symptom of a lot've things. Just caring can't be the only reason. He needs a real vacation from everything. One of those really long ones — a sabbatical? You could probably use it too.
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