[there are so many things he could say here and all of them feel like whining. he would in fact rather eat a flower crown made of oleander and aconite than whine at Styx. the cocoon of feathers shivers with indecision.]
[he's just kind of drunkenly lifting them and furling them out for Styx to get at as he wants to, as soon as he feels the external urging from him and as long as Styx isn't touching the inner layer he's actively hiding in. absolutely 110% more easily cooperative with this than Minuet has been to date, even if he's uncoordinated and the conversation is ornery]
"It's fine either way" is a strange way to say "it bothers me."
[...he would retort but he trails off into wordless grumbling at having to figure out how to maneuver infinity new limbs for a bit. why can he not just lie in a useless heap and only be petted forever, like, one time. why must he also take care of the body's exercises for it. it is actively harder to move anything once he starts thinking instead of just letting the wings react on their own.
he finally sorts out the one Styx is indicating and stretches it to full span, though, feeling the resultant alien feedback of stiffness and cramp. oh, yikes.]
Yeah, did it a few times when I last did this. S'fine.
[it is not fine, it's actually something he's been mulling over and debating on how to deal with among other things like "fuck having to keep the wings on lockdown if they're not part of the actual terrible weapon part"]
[Styx soothing down Minuet's fears of human presentation is NOT directly a him problem and should not be, but he can probably be somewhat more proactive about the physical one on hand right now, given Minuet has apparently infinite feathers and they do not have infinite time]
Hand.
I'm going to share something with you. Nothing overly intrusive. Just about the wings.
[the face feathers are WELL HIDDEN thank you very much
a bunch more curl over, though. usually Minuet will just put out like one fine tendril, but with Charon operating and unpracticed it ends up being a few dozen of them wrapping up Styx's whole arm like a fluffy octopus. it also still takes him a bit to press open that point of connection.
Styx can feel him instantly when he does, as out of sorts as a housecat dropped into a snowfield, stressed and concerned and bone-weary and pitilessly sharp. resentful about how much he personally cares about the situation, in a way that does not diminish the level of the actual care. worrying about a thousand different things and people. as unable to switch that off and not do something about a problem in front of him as Styx is unable to take grass for granted. building an answer to it in real time for Styx, in bright quicksilver lines, as fast as the unfamiliar body's senses will feed him the information he needs.]
[Styx, for his part, was bracing for the expected sharing and there's probably something like the vaguest sense of him shoving emotions far into the background, out of immediate reach. he's not practiced at it, but it's clearly been something he's worked on, barest of barriers.
more immediately felt is probably his own stress and concern and worry, backed by frustration and bolstered by faint irritation. basically, what he feels seems completely opposite of how he presents with his scowls and harsher words. but for the moment, he's focused on the task at hand, a little surprised by the amount of wings that ended up around his arm, and determinedly picking out the information as best as he can.]
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[this is how we bully a Vash.
but also, lowkey, a Charon.]
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Rude.
[very vaguely raises a wing in the direction of Styx's face, though he's not really trying that hard. bap]
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plucking out a bent feather, undeterred. very quick. blink and you'd miss it.]
But accurate.
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[all the wings just kind of twitch and shake out when he registers that a second later, not in pain, just ???what a weird sensation???]
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[doesn't seem fussed about the details, anyway.]
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You are being nice.
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Yeah? And?
... I ain't good at it but people keep sayin' I should try it anyway.
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...fine.
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[fine with him, he sucks at this "nice" thing anyway]
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No. You should keep trying it.
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I hear it's good for you.
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[focusing on fussing at trickier to get at wings now. very busy. gosh.]
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"It's fine either way" is a strange way to say "it bothers me."
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[prodding a larger wing he's already gone through.]
Stretch 'em when they're done. Straighten and bend.
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he finally sorts out the one Styx is indicating and stretches it to full span, though, feeling the resultant alien feedback of stiffness and cramp. oh, yikes.]
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he is keeping an eye on the movement, though.]
You good?
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The less they've been out the more difficult 'stretch and bend' is. You're going to have to help some.
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Yeah, did it a few times when I last did this. S'fine.
[it is not fine, it's actually something he's been mulling over and debating on how to deal with among other things like "fuck having to keep the wings on lockdown if they're not part of the actual terrible weapon part"]
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Hand.
I'm going to share something with you. Nothing overly intrusive. Just about the wings.
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holding out his hand, palm up, but not sticking it near the face feathers or anything like that]
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a bunch more curl over, though. usually Minuet will just put out like one fine tendril, but with Charon operating and unpracticed it ends up being a few dozen of them wrapping up Styx's whole arm like a fluffy octopus. it also still takes him a bit to press open that point of connection.
Styx can feel him instantly when he does, as out of sorts as a housecat dropped into a snowfield, stressed and concerned and bone-weary and pitilessly sharp. resentful about how much he personally cares about the situation, in a way that does not diminish the level of the actual care. worrying about a thousand different things and people. as unable to switch that off and not do something about a problem in front of him as Styx is unable to take grass for granted. building an answer to it in real time for Styx, in bright quicksilver lines, as fast as the unfamiliar body's senses will feed him the information he needs.]
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more immediately felt is probably his own stress and concern and worry, backed by frustration and bolstered by faint irritation. basically, what he feels seems completely opposite of how he presents with his scowls and harsher words. but for the moment, he's focused on the task at hand, a little surprised by the amount of wings that ended up around his arm, and determinedly picking out the information as best as he can.]
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