[ Looking directly in the eye it's nearly impossible for her to hide the way the idea of it crushes her, but she sure does try to shut it down as quickly as possible. ]
[ The reaction is near-instant, the moment he makes it clear what he's doing-- she pushes into him, arms tight around him and fingers clinging hard into the back of his shirt, ears flat and tail low. ]
I kept thinking if I could just tell someone I was lonely and scared, maybe that would make it easier. There was never such a person, though. It got easier eventually.
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There is a distinct sense that No She Did Not Really Know That. But. ]
Well-- you had to, right? Even if you didn't want to, it isn't like you can trust me.
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It would've been selfish, wouldn't it?
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[ it isn't accusing; more wasn't that the point? ]
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I'm not mad the you "left me" or anything like that. If that's what you think. I just figured-- with everything done...
[ gestures weakly. ]
I'm still trying to figure out what to do and all, so it isn't like that's your issue to solve.
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Do you want me to leave you behind now?
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... No.
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Then I'm not going to.
[ Simply ]
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... sorry. I've been doing a lot of-- assuming, lately.
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[ He squeezes her hand ]
I want you in it, though.
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-- Y'don't have to. It'd be easier if you didn't. So long as you're happy with how things turned out, I can't complain.
[ a pause. ]
But if you actually want me. Around, still. I want... that, too.
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You were one of the only things about that shitty place that was worth it.
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... I do trust you.
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Fuck it, there's nobody here to break their fingers. Pulls her into a hug ]
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I'm sorry, Cori.
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For what? I-- have you, so...
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But... I remember how it felt.
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... Were you lonely?
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I kept thinking if I could just tell someone I was lonely and scared, maybe that would make it easier. There was never such a person, though. It got easier eventually.
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There weren't. Not until the boat.
But now... yeah. And I have you back, too.
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[ thunks her head against his chest.
And she's quiet for a long moment, with just a slight sniffle, before she speaks again. A tiny bit sulky. ]
... m'gonna bite you again. Since you healed it.
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... How come.
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[ indignant, but after a brief pause, her face warm but fortunately hidden. ]
... I liked seeing it. On you, and Vincent. Brocade let me do it, too. It's nice, seeing someone's-- mine. Even if it's not... y'know.
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